My Political Statement

My name is Tracy and I am a conservative (mostly).

I did not vote for Mr. Obama. He is my President today and I will support him and I will pray for him and our country.

I will applaud him when he does well and I will speak up when he does not (both my opinion).

I am not wearing black today in protest, and I am proud to be here at this point in history.

I will not compare him to JFK or MLK Jr or anyone else, this is short changing him, he has the potential to be better or worse than either of these men, I am going to judge him on his actions alone.

I am going to champion democracy and discourage socialism.

I will do my best to be what an American should be.

And I will continue to vote.

I will believe in the rights of individuals and the rights of states and continue to believe that the federal government is growing uncontrollably under every administration.

I believe that all people over the age of 18 should be able to marry whom they choose.

I don't believe in abortion, but I do believe that I can't control your body- your body, your decision.

Sharia law scares the h*ll out of me.

Have a great day today and let's be happy for all that we have in this country, there are worse things than the other party winning any election.

Good luck Mr Obama and thank you for your service Mr Bush, may you both be blessed.

Dating, ugh

I went on a date last night.

It was with a 40-year old guy who manages a more decent restaurant in Roseburg. (not fast food)

I don't think I am wanting too much from a person? They have to be intelligent and tall. And eventually they have to be a good kisser. I am even negotiable on the tallness and will forgive some intelligence.

This guy struck out completely.

He wasn't tall enough. Only about 5' 11", so if I wear heels, I am taller. But that didn't rule him out right off the bat.

He wasn't that smart. He did tell me he got his GED rather than diploma, which wouldn't automatically disqualify him either. But, he couldn't keep up! I have a dry, witty sense of humor and he really didn't get it. Or he got it waaay too late.

I learned a lot about him, his life, his kids, his divorce....

but I'm not sure I got to say a whole lot.

AND THEN he kissed me! eeeeeeeeew....

NOT a good kisser at all.

So, back to the damn drawing board.

I hate dating. I hate dating strangers.

But, even more than I hate dating, I hate being single...

Things I want/Things I'm saving for

DISNEYLAND!

New Furniture Still debating the merits of fabric vs. leather. Any suggestions?

iPod Touch (This is a refurbished one) This is a GREAT Costco.com deal! Franco Sarto Loafers (these are musts) Brighton Purse TAG Heuer Pink Diamond Watch (this one's never gonna happen)

Catching up, boring style

• We go a $50 gift card to Target for Christmas. There isn't a Target within 75 miles of here and I would rather not use it online. Isn't there someplace that I can trade it for another store card?
• Washer froze during the cold weather INSIDE the washer and is still not fixed. had to order parts online and I chose a schmuck company
• Dryer is also broken. My fault. i tried to dry a load that was waaay too wet and burned something in the control panel. See above for my lament about parts.
• The laundry mat sucks.
• Only 8 more school days until the end of the semester. NOW is when many of the kids I work with are finally interested in getting their grades above an "F". Sorry buds, I think you are SOL... Should have started this process at least 5 weeks ago!
• Hayley has been dramatically sick. From puking at school to offering spectacular sound effects here at home. She is finally feeling better.
• I live the dullest life on the face of the earth.
• can't think of anything else.
• BORING

WELCOME 2009!!

Welcome 2009!

That last 5 years have really been the pits for me. My Mom died, my marriage ended, changes, money, goals, expectations, plans... There have been a lot of disappointments.

As 2008 was winding down I promised myself that good thing were to come and I was going to make it happen.

It was important to me to ring in the New Year not as ho-hum as I have in the past.

I succeeded!

The kids and I had a party with 3 other families and had a great time. We had not a lot of alcohol, lots of food, drinks and a TON of illegal fireworks. I am sure my neighbors hate me.

I also decided on a few resolutions.

ME the one who doesn't believe in false promises to myself.

• I will turn off all the lights and lock ALL the doors every night before bed.
• I will NOT keep my keys in the car, but instead bring them inside and hang them on the handy-dandy key hook.
• I will not keep my purse in the car either.

(I live in very rural Oregon. Down a 1/4 mile driveway with 2 dogs and at least one gun)

• We will eat dinner at the table more times each week than we eat elsewhere.
• I will plan meals and grocery shop accordingly.
• I will make my bed everyday. (because the bed is the biggest thing in the room, and if it is neat the rest of the room will appear to be neat. Even if it's not.)
• I will make my kids keep their rooms clean-er. Even though they are upstairs and I really don't have to venture up there much.
• I will find time to do something crafty at least once a week. This is important, because I feel like I am stagnating if I don't touch my creative side. I have a hard time being crafty if the rest of the house is messy.

For the most part, these are all very do-able and easy changes to make. Hopefully by posting them here I will be more accountable and be more successful!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

100 Truths

I stole this somewhere on facebook.

1. last beverage→Orange Soda

2. last phone call → Toni

3. last text message→ Ty

4. last song you listened to→ Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback

5. last time you cried→ it's been awhile for me...Christmas Eve?

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:

1. dated someone twice→ yes (what a fool I was)

3. kissed someone & regretted it? yes

4. lost someone special?→ yes

5. been depressed?→ yes

6. been drunk and threw up? Yes...

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

1. Red

2. Pink

3. navy

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:

1. Made a new friend → yes

2. Fallen out of love → a little bit more all the time

3. Laughed until you cried → yes

4. Met someone who changed your life→ absolutely

5. Found out who your true friends were → yes..

6. Found out someone was talking about you→yes

7. Have you kissed anyone on your friend's list→ yes

8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life →lots and lots!

9. How many kids do you want to have→a long time ago i thought i wanted 4, but i have 3

10. Do you have any pets →yes

11. Do you want to change your name→ not really

12. What did you do for your last birthday→nothing exciting

13. what time did you wake up today → 6:36 am with the alarm

14. What were you doing at midnight last night → texting a new friend

15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → yikes! i have nothing right now :(

16. Last time you saw your father→Nov. 1, 2003. Not because i wanted to.

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life →I wish i could pick my family

18. What are you listening to right now → itunes- jack johnson

19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → yes. don't like him. at. all.

23. What's getting on your nerves right now →too many chores to do

24. Most visited webpage → Facebook, 2Peas, and MSN weather

001. Whats your real name → Tracia

002. Niccknames: Tracy, Burnside

003. Relationship Status → divorced

004. Zodiac sign → gemini

005. Male or female → female

006. Elementary → Un-named schools in the Portland area, WL Henry, Mooberry, WL Henry

007. Middle School →Poynter Jr. High

008. Highschool →Glencoe High School

010. Hair colour →dirty blonde

011. Long or short → medium - i can't make up my mind which way to go

015. Are you health freak → not really

016. Height → 5'9

017. Do you have a crush on someone → yes, darn it. a blast from the past.

018: What do you like about yourself? →I am very loyal, and thoughtful and practical and patient

019. Piercings →just my ears

020. Tattoos → one

021. Righty or lefty → right is tight

FIRSTS :

022. First surgery →never

023. First piercing → ears

024. First best friend →Nicole Noyes

026. First sport you joined →softball

027. First pet : dog

028. First vacation→California

029. First concert → ?? Steve Miller band??

030. First crush: Daryl Rise and PETER SHEPHERD

CURRENTLY :

049. Eating →nothing

050. Drinking → nadav

052. I'm about to → serve my children dinner

053. Listening to → itunes - The All american rejects

055. Waiting → for 2009!

YOUR FUTURE :

058. Love? I certainly hope so

059. Want to get married? YES!

060. Careers in mind? still working on my blasted degree--education?!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :

068. Lips or eyes → lips

069. Hugs or kisses → kisses

070. Shorter or taller → tall is important

071. Older or Younger→ age is a number

072. Romantic or spontaneous → both

073. Nice stomach or nice arms →arms please

074. Sensitive or loud →sensitive

075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship

077. Trouble maker or hesitant → a nice mix is good

HAVE YOU EVER :

078. Kissed a stranger → yes

079. Drank hard liquor →yes

080. Lost glasses/contacts → yes

081. Ran away from home → never

084. Broken someone's heart →i doubt it

085. Been arrested →no, thank goodness

086. Turned someone down → yeah

087. Cried when someone died → yes

088. Liked a guy/girl friend → yep

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → mostly

090. Miracles → yes

091. Love at first sight → hasn't happened to me NO

092. Heaven → yes

093. Santa Claus →Santa is real. I am Santa.

095. Kiss on the first date → yes

096. Angels → I hope so.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes

098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? yes

099. Do you believe in God? yes

100. Posting this as 100 Truths? yes

How do you REALLY feel?

This is Hank, our 11 week old Springer Spaniel, telling us how he REALLY feels about Christmas!.

SCATTERGORIES

(I got this in an email from a friend. Though it would be a good thing to fill space here!)

Rules: IT'S HARDER THAN IT LOOKS!

USE THE 1ST LETTER OF YOUR NAME TO ANSWER EACH OF THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS. THEY HAVE TO BE REAL PLACES, NAMES,THINGS.NOTHING MADE UP! YOU CAN'T USE YOUR NAME FOR THE BOY/GIRL NAME QUESTION.

1. What is your name: Tracy

2. A 4 Letter Word: true

3. A Boys Name: Travis

4. A Girls Name: Tiffany

5. An Occupation: Teacher

6. A Color: Turquoise

7. Something you wear: Tie

8. A Beverage: Tequila

9. A Food: Teriyaki chicken

10. Something found in the bathroom: towels

11. A place: Tennessee

12. A Reason for being late: tired

13. Something you shout: Tough!

Christmas Thankfulness

My family is so blessed.

While my home is a bit shabby, we have a place to call home.

While my bank account isn't overflowing, our needs are always met.

While my job isn't always enjoyable, I am employed.

While my kids keep me busy and and create chaos wherever they go, I have three healthy, wonderful children that I adore.

I have a nice running vehicle with heated leather seats.

We have plenty of clothes to wear (and they're all piled up in the laundry room waiting for me).

We have food on the table

We have family and friends who love us and help us in so many ways.

Most of all we have love....

ETA: I stole the format of this post from another blog I read somewhere, I just can't remember where to give proper credit.

The best Christmas album EVER

This is THE best Christmas ever. Merry Christmas by Johnny Mathis What's your favorite?

I'm almost there!

I did some fast and furious internet shopping yesterday and the day before and am happy to report that I am almost done!

Although, I am seriously considering taking back a few things so that I can get the three kids a much better Santa gift. (Guitar Hero World tour for the wii!! I think I want it the most!)

After talking with ex-Mother in law this afternoon, I think they will be sufficiently spoiled. And because I always love a picture--This is from last Friday morning (Dec. 12)

Christmas...

Something you want,

something you need,

something to wear,

something to read...

This is the little Christmas rhyme that is supposed to help keep the focus of the holiday OFF the presents.

It is supposed to simplify my shopping.

It is supposed to give me guidelines so I don't feel like I have to go completely overboard and pile the Christmas tree with commercialism.

Why do I feel guilty if I stick to the list?

Why do I feel like my kids will be disappointed on Christmas morning if I do not overwhelm them with everything their heart desires?

I swear parenting is hard! And it is not even the daily visible things that are the hardest, it is the internal struggles that you go through everyday in the process of trying to raise creatures that are lovely and worthwhile.

Or maybe I just overthink it...?

from my phone!

This is so cool-- I am blogging from work!

Trickle Down

Jacob got a new cell phone today. Actually I got the new cell phone and he got my old one. This is not the first time my little family has done the cell phone merry-go-round. He got a Motorola Rokr. I loved this phone. It was so easy to use and had a ton of great features. Hayley got my last cell phone. It was a Motorola Razr. I also loved this phone. (the only reason Jacob didn't get this phone the last time we did upgrades was because he said red razr's are kind of girly. He, thus, was stuck with an even older phone for awhile.) Anyway, I got the new phone. I got a blackberry Pearl. I don't think I like it. After having Motorola phones for the past few years, I have gotten used to the way they work. This is a whole new interface to get used to. I think I will enjoy the SmartPhone capabilities once I finally figure them out, but in the meantime, I am struggling with even finding how to send a text message. I did already figure out that this phone can sync many email addresses and my Facebook account! I bet I can even BLOG from my phone!!

A pictoral update

It's been a long time. A lot has happened in our lives since the last time I updated. I promise to do better. This was Halloween. Ruby was a bat. Jacob was a shadow (minus the face paint here) and Hayley was a pumpkin. Interesting thing about Hayley's costume, last year it was Ruby's. Jacob's football season ended and we are now on to basketball. Ruby played soccer with the cutest bunch of Kindergartners ever. I made that adorable banner, it was the talk of the league. Everyone wants one now! Hayley played a LOT of soccer too. More on this later... Jacob is demonstrating why he is the best big brother EVER here. He plays with his baby sister. He is 13 almost 14 and actually plays with her. I LOVE this kid. This is Ruby at one of Hayley's soccer games in the rain. Ruby's 6th birthday was on Nov. 12. She had her 3 best friends over for a sleepover. Two boys and a girl. I will be sorry for the day that Ruby and her friends Jimmy and Alaric realize that she is a girl and they are boys. Remember THIS POST ? Well, we got one. His name is Hank and he was the second pup born to Molly. He is so adorable and already a beloved member of the family. Hayley's classic soccer team WON the Fred Meyer President's Cup. This was a big deal because no classic girls team from Roseburg has ever made it into the finals much less WON the thing. This is Hayley and her BFF Kali. They have played socccer together since they were 5. It is so exciting to see them play at this much more competitive level. We spent Thanksgiving at the coast. It was peaceful, relaxing and absolutely perfect. My kids are great and so much fun to be around. This is Toni. MY BFF. We have been friends for almost 20 years. She was the girlfriend to my ex-husband's best friend. Funny how we both ditched them , but our friendship has remained and fluorished.

Hayley and her Future Husband

This is Hayley and Ashton, her future husband.

Hayley doesn't know she will marry Ashton, and Ashton doesn't know he will marry Hayley. Ashton is one of Jacob's best friends.

This picture was taken during our Labor Day camping trip. Ashton's mom and I totally set it up so that we could display it at their wedding.

Baseball Game

Three nuns were attending a baseball game...

Three men were sitting directly behind them...

Because their habits were partially blocking the view, the men decided to badger the nuns hoping that they'd get annoyed enough to move to another area...

In a very loud voice, the first guy said, "I think I am going to move to Utah. There are only 100 nuns living there.".

Then the second guy spoke up and said, "I want to go to Montana, there are only 50 nuns living there."

The third guy said, "I want to go to Idaho. There are ony 25 nuns living there".

One of the nuns turned around, looked at the men, and in a very swet and calm voice said,

"Why don't you go to hell. There aren't ANY nuns there!!"

What Color are You?

I did this "What color are you thing" after I saw it on Kandi's blog.

You Are a Green Crayon

Your world is colored in harmonious, peaceful, natural colors. While some may associate green with money, you are one of the least materialistic people around. Comfort is important to you. You like to feel as relaxed as possible - and you try to make others feel at ease. You're very happy with who you are, and it certainly shows! Your color wheel opposite is red. Every time you feel grounded, a red person does their best to shake you.

What Color Crayon Are You?

I am NOT green. I like green, but my favorite color is red.

I went to Las Vegas with 2 friends from here, J and S and one of S's friends from Portland.

The whole intention of the trip was to get away from home, cut loose and have fun. We certainly accomplished that goal.

Because we live in small town Oregon there is no way that I could ever get totally drunk and silly and still be able to maintain my professionalism and reputation. And for S, it is worse. Her husband is a principal.

Going out of town is great for that reason alone. Just being able to check inhibitions and have a shot or 3 of tequila was fabulous.

The hangover? Not so fabulous.

I Left Las Vegas

Las Vegas was very fun. I am broke and tired.

This is the view from the room at The Paris. The fountains at the Bellagio are something else. Love them at night.

These guys are everywhere passing calling cards. If a person were so inclined, they could pretty much get whatever kind of hooker their heart desired for a price. There were even women hawking these cards.

We went to the dueling piano bar at the Paris on Friday night. What a great time.

I paid $8 for a freaking Bud Light or 3.

That was a lot cheaper than the tequila shots we were having with them at $13 a pop.

Saturday was a much slower day. Much of the day was spent reviving and recuperating. Room service was lovely. Later that afternoon we shopped (more). The shopping in Vegas is phenomenal. Especially for me because i just don't have that many shopping options here in Douglas county, Oregon! It is really too bad we opted to just carry bags on the plane and not check luggage. Because i had no room to get things back, my shopping was VERY limited.

I did manage to get more than a few things. My suitcase was a little sausage on the trip home!

Does anyone else take pictures of things when they are out shopping? I saw this Christmas decoration, but it was very $$$ and much too big to haul home. I know I can make it for less, so I took a picture to jog my memory.